My will to live is constantly failing me
Long nights staring holes at my wall
I’ve been through some hard times it gets to me, they love to see me fall
I try to escape these thoughts that won’t ever leave my head
And nobody even fuckin cares if I live or wind up dead
Yo, I’m sick and tired of tryin to fuckin please everyone
I swear I’ll snap if a mothafucka tries me, i’ll be done
Only a matter of a time before my mouth will meet my gun and everybody here’s the shot and everybody starts to run
But until that day comes the gun is pointed at you
Better show me some respect before the led enters you
I’m from the 631, Suffolk County Queens represent
And all we make is bangers, go check the evidence
Weak lungs and coughs as rough as streets every single day
Burning eyes from non-stop lack of sleep
I’m about to break.
These days they move quick but slowly draining me till nothing’s left
Stains on my bedroom carpet from blood my wrists have bled
You gotta fight and hit harder than the demon ya facing
Spending nights fucked up shaking cold in a basement
You gotta stay wit da pacing and never be complacent just remember the dream ya chasing
Ya gotta fight like it’s the fight of ya life
And remember mothafucka, just the strong survive
So get to work and get your reps up and get to playin catch up, just because ya fuckin wit da best sir.
Keep ya cool, keep ya head up
I know you been fed up but who’s to blame if you ain’t catch up?
Work hard for what ya got in ya life and remember all about the best times that were nice
Forget about the times of hate and treachery and reflect on all the memories
These thoughts can get the best of me
But ima fight to stop it stressing me
I fight these that won’t leave my brain
My eyes won’t stop burning inside my head, forever trapped
Good times to be alive when there’s so fucking much great music around.
Golden Age we are in now the digital sample rates has improved greatly and over taken anything analog 44.1 ever made.
Clarity nowadays has opened the stereo field significantly just crisp cleanly placed instrument chords and drum kits are now the standard.
Fucking Beautiful times to be alive. ♥️🤙🏻
Tell Ya Fucking Story Walking…