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Darkened (Inside of My Own Mind)

from SHOOT YA SHOT by NYC SHOOTOUT

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Feelings subside as time grows older
My mind decays, my heart gets colder
But one small slip and everything’s undone
I reach for the pills, I reach for my gun
Knife in my dresser and my wrists get slit with my heart beating heavy how I hate this shit
I hate this world, fuck this life
I struggle everyday just to survive

I’m feeling like I’m going insane.
Wanna put a bullet straight through my brain
Never feeding into the thoughts that’ll stray
Dealt a bad hand now my luck fades away
Demons get a hold and they tighten their grip
I try to escape but they don’t play that shit
Two steps forward, three steps back
Gonna kick the chair till my neck fucking snaps

Mind gets rotten as my days pass
Stuck in this hell can’t escape cause I’m trapped
Life gets pointless as time goes on, friends always telling me I gotta stay strong
Pray for forgiveness, confess all your sins
And hope that tomorrow that a new day begins
Then you wake up and find out it’s a lie
Your God won’t save you and either will I

Bible placed next to ya head now you’re dead to me
Put the blade straight to your throat, you’re a memory
Eating all these pills in my hand, my soul blames me
Mind is now full of regret and I hate me

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from SHOOT YA SHOT, released August 14, 2020

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